Wednesday, May 1, 2019

God Wants Me to Do What?


God is constantly asking people to do difficult things, as we are reminded on this feast of St. Joseph the Worker. Joseph was given a particularly challenging set of tasks: marry your betrothed even though she is pregnant with a child you didn’t father; flee to a foreign land to protect the child; model for your exceptional foster son how to listen to and obey the God of your ancestors.

We can only imagine how Joseph felt about these requests. Scripture tells us that he was “troubled” upon learning Mary was pregnant and had determined to pursue divorce quietly as an honorable course of action, only to accede to God’s request that he take Mary and the child into his home. Did Joseph feel resentful? Aggrieved? Betrayed? Embarrassed? Played for a fool? Whatever his emotions, he trusted God, which led him to obey.

When we make the choice to love God and love one another, we can anticipate being asked to do difficult things, because love requires shedding the self that is fearful and desires superiority. Joseph was able to change his idea of what it means to be upright and overcome his mistrust of Mary because love enabled him to do what God asked of him. Thus Joseph became a key partner in God’s plan to become incarnate in Jesus.

Like Joseph, we don’t know exactly what our obedience to God and to one another will lead to, except that it will bring new life both to us and to the world. Yes, we are asked to do difficult things. But as Mary Oliver asks us to consider, “Listen—are you breathing just a little, and calling it a life?”

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